I told Nancy I wanted a puppy from Star's litter -- a little boy -- hopefully. Right now it's keeping me going -- anticipation, happy thoughts, and excitement :) I am also excited to get Star back here :)
Star and I have a special bond. It has taken awhile. The two weeks she was here -- alone...really made a difference. Star is definitely the Alpha girl -- However, I do believe that for the most part she respected Farfel, and allowed him to be "The Boss," "El Jefe!" Star is a PrinCESS :) She follows me from room to room -- and is constantly staring at me. If I wake up in the middle of the night...she is STARING at me :) It's weird, but in a strange way, I like it :)
It has taken awhile for Star to accept us -- being in her face all of the time. We are huggers in this house. At first, Star shied away from hugging. I force her to receive hugs :) She is a very sweet girl.
Not only will a puppy be good for me, but I think/hope it will be good for Star. I want Star to be the Numero Uno :) She deserves it!! So, I think with her having one of her babies... that can happen. In no way am I a dog shrink -- but I think it could happen :)
My house is quiet ... and sad. Honestly, I am on the verge of tears all of the time. Of course, since Farfel was such a big part of my life -- everything reminds me of him -- and Star too (but, Star will be coming back). I received his ashes. Sad -- my big fuzzy best friend ended up in a small cookie tin type thing :( My ex-husband made a beautiful box for him. I had Joey (grrrr, Farfel's nemesis :) ) transfer Farfel to the box -- well...when that damn Joey opened the tin -- he made a growling sound. We laughed. It kind of reminded me of that performer on the Ed Sullivan Show -- (OK, you have to be pretty old to remember this -- I am old!) Senor Wences, and Pedro...
Pedro was the guy in the box S'right!!
Sooo hopefully today she will have her babies -- it's a special day also, because today is the third birthday of handsome Slammer -- the daddy of the puppies :)
I can't wait to see my sweet little Star :)
|I love her face :)|